I'M NOT PRO ANYTHING. THIS IS JUST WHERE I EXPRESS WHATS ON MY MIND. ______________________________________________
Hello my name is Johnny.
New Zealand.
I suffer from Double Depression, Insomnia, Anorexia Nervosa, and an Anxiety disorder.
And this is my Blog.
Anything you want to know? JUST ASK



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my fave quote
don’t change source thanks!

best quote ever
"She was laughing even as we kissed and kissed again. There is no better taste than someone else’s laughter in your mouth."
— (via highrapunzel)

(Source: parachute3s, via nothing-but-broken-dreams)


My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not

So y’all can take your narcissistic
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

— (via runiqu)

(via sumbodynotsospecial)



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"I hope you kiss me really hard when I see you."
— (via thatmakeseight)

(Source: crazysexykhool, via courir-couchers-de-soleil)